A Bit About Me
I grew up in a small village, surrounded by nature and animals. My family were farmers, and from a young age, I felt a deep desire to help suffering animals. I would cuddle a dying cow, nurture orphaned kittens whose mother had passed, and care for any creature in pain. I was drawn to those who were hurting. But later in life, I realized that my own heart was in tremendous pain, too.
I graduated from a university and became a social pedagogue. In my work, I supported people deeply wounded by life. Some of them struggled with mental health challenges and a lack of social skills, yet they genuinely tried to improve their lives. For them, help was desperately needed, and I was honored to assist. Others, however, caused significant harm to their friends and especially their family members. They were often violent and resistant to any help from me or others. Working with them was my greatest challenge, but I came to understand that their violence was a mask for their shame, weakness, and fear—deep down, they felt like they were nothing.
Through this experience, I realized how much suffering exists in the world. It was then that I found my purpose: as long as I am in this body, I will do everything in my power to alleviate that suffering. By transforming my pain, I discovered my salvation—and I believe you can do the same.
Figuring Out My Path
I have always been a good listener and can genuinely create a safe space where people feel comfortable opening up. While I have been assisting others informally, I never considered formalizing this into a more structured approach until now. I believe this is the right moment to take that step. People are increasingly lonely; internet apps designed to connect us often end up isolating us further, presenting beautiful illusions that everything is fine, while behind those smiling faces, many souls may cry out for help.
I felt so lonely all my life until I restored those connections, and it felt like coming home. Because when we start to renew our violently severed connections, real healing endures. Instead of seeing what separates us, we begin to see what unites us. So here I am, doing my little part in the endless game of our creator—a single name divided into so many reflections.
Discovering my true calling in life was a long and arduous journey marked by pain and self-doubt. For a time, I found myself switching jobs at a frantic pace, convinced that the problem lay outside me rather than within. If my memory serves me correctly, I held 23 different positions over the years. I worked as a baker, a salesman, a nanny, a waitress, a housekeeper, a patient data researcher, a clinic manager, a kindergarten teacher, and countless other roles. Yet, the more I did, the further I drifted from my authentic self.
One Ayahuasca ceremony brought me back and showed me my true self. It shook my world so deeply that only someone who’s experienced it can understand. Ayahuasca revealed death to me—the death of a human who doesn’t know themselves. I had gone so far down the wrong road that only death could bring me back to life. Believe me when I say: fix your life before death comes to take you. If not, death will drag you through all of Dante’s circles of hell, and there’ll be no way back—just a restart from scratch. I was lucky; I returned to my body and could continue my journey. But not everyone is so fortunate.
I studied hard in the university of life. My mind works in such a way that it immediately identifies what’s wrong and questions whether it can be fixed. There are a thousand ways to fix things, but people block all of them. I feel like I can see reality in 5D, and seeing things this way can be very frustrating and painful—especially when the world isn’t made for people like me. For a long time, I thought something was very wrong with me. But I am normal; the world is sick.
Even so, I’ve never surrendered. I’ve turned inward, determined to understand myself—who I am, what this existence means. I dive into books, absorb podcasts, and sit with meditation. I practice intentional breathing, exploring the vastness of being. I am a seeker of the whole, and I’ve come to realize that the whole resides within me.
Why Me?